I don’t know how much longer I can take feeling like this. It feels like torture not being able to do NOTHING. I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do. If I should keep doing what I’m doing, or if I should just stop this feeling and let it all go. I understand how my reactions felt now. But I don’t wanna think that I’m wasting my time, I need to know from you soon. If there’s still going to be more memories, or if everything should just be forgotten because there’s no talk.